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First and foremost , It’s been a pretty darn looooong time SINCE i last touch this BLOG of mine. Well, This year 2009 have been a very HECTIC life for me. With all the resolutions which i made to myself, i didnt even fullfilled it! Don’t get me started now on my list, it’s never ending.. it’s good enough am here to pen down all of my thoughts for the past 6 months or so. Seeing this posted out in about 2 hours time will be a shock to many.. Esp those who are expecting to hear or see new things bout me? Well, guys granting you people your wishes.
Life is just like a roller coaster or to better quote from my blood bro, ” Life always moves in a circle. You’ll experience your ups and your downs. No matter how bad ya at ya lowest peak, you’ll rise to ya highest peak once again.” Well, we are all actors and actresses whose starring in the biggest movie ever. Our lifes been pre destined, be it good or bad but ultimately it’s how you want to make a difference in your life and others, that’s the most important part of all. Going through my journey for the past 6 months wasn’t easy at all, Especially the company have roll the number of camps twice as much as what we last year. It’s been that busy til my team have changed and it’s affecting everyone one way or another. The best thing is that everyone noticed it too which is GOOD! Political issues… Personal issues… Friendship issues.. Family issues… Monetary issues.. all was just in a big chunky mess. Through observation , dedication, and obligation which made us realise all of these problems and slowly sorting it out one by one. One thing which my team was blessed with, was a hardworking and dedicated Team Leader. Without him, thnigs will just get worsen through and through and by the time that happens all hells break loose! i’m seriously honoured and blessed to have him as not only as a team leader .. not only as a friend .. not only as a mentor .. but as a brother whom i always look up too. I owe him part of life to him for without him, i would’nt be the guy i am today even though i can be a screw up at times or messy with my paper work or just plain stubborn, his support was countless! Thank You very much Jeremy Tang. Really appreciate all ya time and effort invested in me and the people around us. You definately make a difference in everyone of us.
This year, i have been taking more important contracts like high risks kids from MCYS and Mendaki and their duration varies from 4D3N – 5D4N. With that duration and handling these bunch of kids ain’t easy. At first, you can see me cursing and swearing from the bottom of my heart but as i took more contracts like this i tend to love it more and more. It’s the feelings and the bondness you get from these bunch of kids. Society always have a negative concept bout these kids but honestly they are nice kids.. they are fun kids.. they are trustworthy kids, it’s just that they have been influenced too much on the dark side. You need to understand and learn where they first come from, what kind of background are they from, what kind of problems they face day by day. Tell you you would feel sorry for them. The more you think negatively bout them, the more they will show you how negative these they can behave. Humans are such, you inject positivity in them, they will have that positivity mindset BUT if you inject them with negativity then negativity is what you get.. So please stop judging them by their outer appearances or character yet understand them and judge them by their inner soul.. After all we are all humans, and everyone deserves a chance to correct their mistake. It’s all bout giving chances and believing in them and I’m pretty sure they will do the society good. It’s definately an eye opener for me and it’s amazing at how much you actually learn from these kids.Thank you for giving me such opportunities like this. am handling the 3 run for Mendaki but unfortunately i’m down for reservist. Was pretty upset at first as i was looking forward to the camp where i could share and guide these kids to the correct paths. i may not be the best of the best but i feel i can really connect with the kids. Thanks to Jeremy’s opnion, i’m actually defferring my reservist for this year just to spend my time with these wonderful kids. Honestly for them, i would sacrifice and go the extra mile just to spend time with these kids, bringing them through the camp sharing and guiding them and importantly to be able to change their mindset to be a better person in society..
Interestingly enough despite being all busy and spending lesser time with my family, friends and importantly with my ownself, Interestingly enough was caught by surprise. Never could imagine that the impossible turns out to be possible. Haha.. all i could say fate brought us together. Looking back on our little history we had, where i’m always disturbing you to a point ya hated me so much as to not even wanna do my camp. Well that’s me for you, I’m forever disturbing anyone and everyone around me even though i may not know ya that well. It all started after the 1 day event held in Sentosa. You caught my eyes.. from there onwards, i’ve decided to make an effort to know more bout you. Months past by, you just seem to surprised me in every way… to sum it up, You’re a Girlish Girl with an Attitude. Thats what i like in a girl and that is certainly is a Plus point. As much as i told myself i would not fall or get myself into another relationship despite what i’ve been through, it’s hard to predict our future for we could only plan and manage to the best of our ability but through time one’s mindset would changed as we progress on. The real jizz of it came only recently where i decided to step up and pluck the courage to further express myself. Knowing me, i would normally express through actions or by penning it down. It’s seriously hard for me to say it out face to face but i did it. Even though i fumble and paused a lot of times, i really did my best in expressing it. haha.. kinda funny when i think bout it but it was all worth the while. Didnt know it was a mutual thing bewteen us afterall the things and mean words or how irritating i can be, you still bare feelings for me. I couldnt find a proper word to describe how much i appreciate you, much to say i’m blessed to have eventually found a Princess like you. Honestly would want to sincerely apologize for all those meany words use on you, how irritating i can be. Certainly mean no harm, just a harmless dude who’s always seeking fun to spice up the life of everyone. At the end of the day, we do compliment each other well.
Princess, Let’s take it slow.. Let’s understand and communicate better.. Let’s be the best of what we can be.. Let’s path our journey together…
Much Love!
Surprisingly today met up with my blood brother, Pillay! My GOD, he have changed alot! i’m really happy for him now. The way he talk.. The way he looks.. The way he wants his life to be just makes me feel so happy for him. It’s always been a pleasure of mine to spend time with you talking bout life. It’s very meaningful and it does helps me to reflect on myself as well. No matter how busy i am or how long i’ve been ignoring you, there’s always a reason behind it. You are one of those whom i would never ever forget not even in my next life bro! After all that we have been through together, how could you expect me to leave you man! Ya a part of my family and ya have always been. REMEMBER THAT!!! Let’s do our normal catching up and chillin out like we always do. Believe the time have come for us to look forward and stirve for the best and nothing for the best bro! See spending time with you is all worth the while.. what we talk .. what we share.. we cant do it with others. The content of it are so meaningful to both you and me, as much as i share and guide you, i am also doing it formyself. Nobody knows you better then i do and nobody knows me better then you do man. Now we left with one more barger!!! Let’s work on him like how i work on yoou. He needs the wake up call! As much as i believe in my family and my princess.. i certainly believe in the both of you very much! only time will tell man. Like i’ve mention to you, i’ve two more friends which im currently nurturing, i really hope that i could introduce these two dudes to you guys. Fun pair of dudes.. kinda remind me of how we are back in those days!!
Well, there are many more to pen down but have to cut it short til here. Made a promise so i shouldn’t break it!! At the end of the day, nothing beats then penning down your thoughts and opinions! it really does helps you to reflect and think through all of the current and past events in your life. Definitely a healthy way!
Blessed are those who can laugh at themselves,
For they shall never cease to be amused….
MOJO SPIRITsss!!!!
- Choices have consequences
- Nonsenses makes sense
- If you happy and you know it clap your hands
- Shapshift
- Dance like nobody’s watching
- Trust builds character
- Repeat what i say, action just like me
- Life is about creating yourself
- Follow your bliss
- Keep the faith
- Be true to yourself…..
A sudden change of spirit in just one day!!!! Just as I thought the rest of my day will be a rather emo one or should I say a dull one… Started to get all hype up just before lunch…. wahahaha…. miracles happen you know!!! Since than I’ve been as bubbly as wacky as zany as ever… Face were brightly lit up… YESAH!!!! got my spirit back on track once more… there is things or someone I could believe in once more… the rest of the afternoon in office been a superb day for me!!! smilling away.. giggling away for no rhyme or reason… just as I was bout to knock off from work… my Radin Mas Primary contract come… Pep print out the proposal and brief me roughly bout the camp details… All of a sudden I feel the sense of urgency in me.. preparing my papers which needs to be filled before I can proceed with my planinngs of the programmes… so on and so forth….
Rid, buzz me up… he was asking whether I wanna meet up with him… Thinking it wouldn’t come true…. In the end he was there… smartly dress up!!! wahahaha just after interview… no wonder he was rather punctual than before… good job!!! After meeting him.. we decided to crash at our most beloved place or shop of all!!!!! the place where we call home…. Seriously the shop really inspired me alot… PERIOD!!!! It really do inspire us in many ways… be it the environment.. the people there…. the accessories… the concept of the shop itself… simply awesome!!!! You’ll really get 1001 ideas just by popping in the shop browsing through few items… hahahahaha!! weird yet true!!!! simply love the place like hell…. Purchased a few stuff before headed down to starbucks to chill out and just be in our inspiring mood!!!! wahahaha…. simply a place to be when ya feel darn lost!!!!! It really brightens up your day… eing with Rid alone will make you go crazy and start crapping nonsenses 24/7 what else when you put us in the shop…. double the dosage…. anyways that’s all for now leaving you guys with this quotes…..
MASQUERADING ASA NORMAL PERSON
DAY AFTER DAY IS EXHAUSTING……
woooooHOOOOOOo~!!!!
Back after 10 days of reservist, Boy oh boy it’s good to be back. Ermm, as in slacking crashing out with my boys and stuff, outfield totally is a no no for me tho. hahaha!! anyways, book a cab in advance for booking in on my first day… thought I was early like among one of those to be there puntual, boy I was wrong!!! the minute I reach there, the queue was like OMG!!!! hahahaha… was super pack like colony of ants moving about, little did I know 754 2sir infantry was there for their reservist as well… Minute i reach the guardroom I was like looking around make sure there was familiar faces around so it will be easier for me to go with, if not I’ll definately be super duper noob since it was my first time there for reservist. Slowly the crowd grew bigger and bigger and more familiar faces was spotted!!
As you know army is for ever troublesome, where you need to in pro, confirming your details, take your passes. Was damn bloody confident I would pass the hair cut inspection. Bloody RSM asked me to get my hair trim by the sides and back, sloppy cut for 5 BUCKS!!! Freaking EXPENSIVE lah, what’s more it’s not even, til I need to trim here and there so I won’t look totally geekish. wahahahaha!! IMAGE IMPORTANT NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE. Once done, thought everything was okay and can straight away head to the company line to check into our bunks and settle down. BOY I was wrong again!! bag inspection, this time round check for contra ban ciggies and camera phones. I was like busy sms ing my friends til I actually forgot to hide it, TOO late!! clever me, Encik already spotted my cell.. left with no choice but to surrender my cell. ARGHH!!! bad start for me man, PERIOD!!!! Pass that, straight away draw arms, my favourite SAR 21 easiest weapon to handle and clean. Headed up to my bunk which like on the 3rd level, settle down my stuf found a great spot where I can like crash for the next 10 days, to my surprise only 3 person from my platoon appear, me, zhi xiang and hmm… forgotten think his not important that’s why I can’t remember!! wahahahah. anyways my platoon never change one bit. Slacker platoon I must say… Always late for everything.. Always with excuses… Always find the easiest way out…always wants the benefits without working for it…. Overall we are the worst platoon compared to the other two platoons in the company or maybe in the entire Battalion. BUT!!!!! when it comes to training, somehow rather we make things happen!!! the happening platoon I must say!!! love you guys loads man!! Never did they change one bit after 3 years since we ORD.
Received our first instructions, prepare SBO (standard battle order) if I’m not wrong.. hehe~ so ya prep our sbo for CO parade and followed by road march!! I was like come on man, just book in so fast have parade and road march… HAIZ!!!! wait a minute, is it road march or route march… wth!!! hahahahaha… once you ORD you tend to forget army stuffs man. Anyways, while falling in with our stuff, section 3 peeps still not here yet. those guys are forever late.. gotta know they miss the parade!!! bunch of slackers!!!!! After the parade prepared for lunch, basically after that the whole day was like slacking away even on the second day…. just slacking away with a few short trainings… best is one of our training only took us like 10 minutes.. hahahaha. for the 2 days spend my days at the officer mass drinking and eating and smoking away!!! catching up on ole good times with them! BOy I miss them alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
Standard, when your in army or when your back in army, the main few topics that we will always talk about is, GIRLS, SEX, SMOKE, WORK…. hahahahaha~ that is all we talk about. Almost everyone in my platoon is like attached some who is engaged and 2 are like married AND I’m still single….. wahahahaha~ they were like, hey your are the man back in those days what happen?? I was like, Ya what to do… not fated to be!!! hahahahaha~ Thinking about it, maybe I do need to get myself attached, maybe to myself? wahahahaha~
3rd day, woke up for breakfast did our IPPT and I fail!! best of all I failed my standing broad jump! that was a shocker, seriously cause all these while I’m good at my jumping!!! What’s more, I can run!!! hahahaha didnt know I can still run that good though, manage to clock in 10.44 for my 2.4 km, not bad since I didnt did any form of exercises of my own. Didn’t even prep myself physically. After that had our fibua training, it’s a urban warfare training where you would train how to counter enemies in estate areas instead of jungle only. was fun!!! had our lunch out ration at the place itself, standard ration is always late!!! Never change at all!!! hungry man is an angry man you know!! head back to campsite, send in our arms… arms as in our weapons not our arms ah!! wahahahaha!! okay not funny… the rest is slacking at mass… same thing again eating, smoking, drinking and crapping through out the night.
Day 4, had our platoon mission exercise… where we learn how to attack as a platoon but later we broke it down to section exrcise than platoon exercise. Our Pc change here and there for his new to our platoon, Pc Kelvin Kua formally platoon 4 Pc. back in those days he was super extra, always act garang and stuff forever giving us punishment but now he’s relax, like I say RESERVIST only… no need to be so garang can!!!!!Ended our day about 6 plus 7 pm. Headed back, same thing send arms… wash up… slack again… practically it’s talk cock and drink and smoke AGAIN!!!! Never did I smoke so much when I’m out during my daily life compared to in army. SMOKE MACHINE!!!! wahahahaha~
Day 5, WEEEEEE HOOOOOOOO!!!!! Book out day… never ever during my Ns time did we get to book out like 8 am. That is like so early man. Head back home bought breakfast for my family and start to slack at home til evening met up with jup and man, went down to jurong point to get our stuffs and had our dinner before booking in. This time round i’m fully prepared!! Cause the very next day I’ll be in the jungle for like 3 freaking days man!!! wahahaha… same thing once book in, prep our stuff for our outfield … slack again!!!! as per normal, every night is always the same old things that we will do. wahahaha!! Well one thing for sure we always talk bout girls.. it’s a common thing when you are in NS or in RESERVIST, as long you are in and there are just guys nothing but guys, you’ll end up talking bout girls.. sex… mainly those 2 HOT topics I would say…. Guys will always be guys in the end.. but hey I’m the minority not the majority of guys if you get what I mean ya~
Day 6, get to wake up slightly later than usual for our ration is being pack out for us.. prep our logistics, do a final check before we actually move off.. My company.. all those law gunners out there including me.. we guys decided to gang up and just plainly forget to bring our law!!!! that piece of thing is worthless and it will just irritates me along the way.. wahahahha~ good thing though we didn’t bring it.. It sure lighten our burden!!!! OFF to lim chu kang, Jln Murai. Our first mission!!!! harbouring my platoon is the reserve platoon, that’s where shit happen!!! being the reserve platoon we act as a back up defence for the company which requires manpower to fight… so as they said.. but being our-self, we know who we are in the end… there we were supposedly to dig our own grave to chill for the night… and there i were looking for the best spot which grave was already been dug and left there for quite some time… started to slack.. crapping with my friends… eating and smoking away as usual!!!! AND not forgetting fall asleep!! when you are in the jungle… you don’t care where you lye or sit or sleep.. as long as it is comfortable you’ll be there, trust me boys!! after awhile just before sun sets, bad weather was coming our way.. me and 2 of my buddies decided to make a shelter… hahahha super hilarious can!!! there you are suppose to be on guard protecting your area and there we were making ourself as comfortable as ever.. never in my 2 years in NS did we get to make shelter so GREAT and COMFORTABLE… slack.. sing song.. eat.. smoke.. and even pee together…!!!
First time heard my buddy, Shawn emo ing away with his girlfriend… they some how or rather got into a quarrel so it speaks.. The funniest part of it all was like, middle of the conversation… there were bout few people passing by us.. our responsibility was that we were to halt who ever comes in our way and asked for the correct pass word before letting them proceed. So what he did was half way through quarrelling.. he told his girlfriend, “wait a minute” HALT!!!! PASSWORD… pause for 5 long seconds.. the other party ” your suppose to start off by saying the first password before I can even continue” he goes “orh, HARD…..” the other “DICK” HE goes ” okay you may pass through” just bout he was going to continue with his conversation, they had a big argument this time round… his girlfriend thought that he was fooling around… wahahahha~ poor shawn!! hope you and your girlfriend are doing fine now…
Dawn was here.. the other battalion was ready for the attack.. well no matter how slack we guys are.. we will always put up a good defence before letting them pass through us!!! me and fadily alone kill bout 20 of them.. good one!!! finally after they manage to conquer or territory… we were just slacking waiting for our turn!!!!
Day 7, slacking as we are waiting to head back to rejoin our company… once there shirts off.. campfire time!!! building fire to make us feel at home… cooking our meals… making hot drinks and stuff before down pour… One thing bout army is that…you rush to wait, and you definitely wait to rush!!!! that’s their motto!!!! NEVER CHANGE ONE BIT!!!! Practically it was raining through out the night till it stop roughly bout 6 plus 7 pm. After having our dinner and some time to take a short nap. We pushed off, It always sucked being the front man for the entire battalion!!! So many things I need to do.. Reinforce the markings with silent straw… while looking out for silent straw making sure we are heading to the right path.. as well as acting as the front security for my platoon.. YOU tell me how am I gonna juggle 3 things at the same time further more it’s like 12 midnight when we start to walk… funny!!!! I just don’t know whether I should be angry or happy or just sad for myself!!! anyways follow through manage to reach our objectives way earlier than expected to be… We reached our rvp bout 2.30 am … LESS than 1 click away from our objective… BUT the stupid scouts have to screw it up for us!!! instead of just bashing for bout 1 click that’s bout less than an hour we ended up bashing for bout 3 freaking long hours… everyone was like cursing and swearing at the noob scouts.. I definitely can do better than them anytime any day any where!!! freaking hell!!!!!!!!!!
Day 8, Finally reached our objective at bout 7 am… from there it’s where all hell breaks loose!!!! manage to conquer the objective quite fast.. Maybe due to our frustration and anger which lead us to a quicker victory…. hehehehe! Headed back to camp… send arms, clean our area… packed our stuffs!!!! preparing to book out and never come again.. till our next reservist call up that is.. Night was just super fun… where everybody just celebrate… let loose and drank away… drank bout 6 freaking cartons away man!!!! GOSH!!!!!! these people never did change one bit!!!! wahahahahaha…
Day 9, Book out LOH!!!!!! pack up… area cleaning… prepare to head back to the civilised world out there… just super glad that I’m going back to where I belong… but at the same time, missing these people altogether…. the times we spend together no amount of money nor words could simply describe it!!!! I’m bless to be in this unit let alone to be in this bravo company let alone to be in this great platoon!!!!!!!! SEE YOU GUYS SOON!!!!!
Sorry for the late entry though…. was just super shagged and had too many things to attend too.. further more I wouldn’t want to blog or you wouldn’t want to read a blog which is so dead right??? Till my next post!!!!
CHEERSSS!!!~
WHAT A WEEKEND~
It’s been a pretty long and shagged plus enjoyable weekend for me though. Back from reservist still didn’t get my proper rest, very next day headed down to work as per normal, accompanied Ian shop for Christmas present. After which had lunch with Veron and Jeremy, everyone ordered their own dishes thinking would be enough till we got our dishes it’s like pathetic.. help our self with more dishes only this time round with RICE!! wahahha, must say it was a filling one. Was out the whole night, crashing with my army dudes. Having fun and chilling out… was a good time well spend with the boys… See you guys soon man!!
Saturday headed back to office for our meeting which ended bout 1 plus… Me, Veron and Eunice had lunch together at Carl’s junior…. nice!!!! been super long since I had that…. was craving for it whileI was in reservist.. mission accomplish, Straight after that headed down to pasir ris met up with Tim and Amanda for our Christmas Chalet. time to meet was like 3.30 pm ended up meeting about 4 plus in the afternoon. hahaha~! Instructors is forever late and will never keep up to timing!!!! plan our stuffs preparing money and such. BBQ was fun… What I can’t wait was exchanging presents… was being told that who ever attended the chalet must get a present so we could exchange them… Same thing we did for last year only that this time round I was an obedient boy and did not bought kinky stuff! BUT, Melvin.. Tim.. Jeremy and Willie really shock us!!! We go bout labelling the presents, and writing down numbers in small pieces of paper… It’s like drawing lots basically. wahahaha~
Anyways… Melvin’s present was a watermelon.. Jeremy’s present was toilet paper rolls, mind you 3 big packs of it okay.. Willie’s one was a bottle of strawberry jam and a pack of KOTEX, WTH!!!!!!!! and Tim’s one was 3 mineral water bottle or should I say 3 pipe water bottles and tidbits secured in a adidas shoe box with duck tape!!!! Seriously their presents got everyone cracking up like hell… wahahahaha~ After the fun and laughter, we were just chilling out when Pillay decided to play ban luck… in between.. and he wants to gamble!!! haiz gambling only that boy knows… we were like hardcore gamblers playing through out till 6 am in the morning… from just ban luck and in between, poker.. gin rummy were played as well… happy ah Pillay won money while I’m like losing.. but it’s all for fun. Slept right till was only like 12 plus that’s when everyone else woke up.. and I’m still super shagged!!! Jeremy and Veron left to attend some lunch thingy while me and the boys headed out for lunch…
After packing and washing up.. me and rid took our leave leaving those 4 boys (Mel.. Tim.. Jer.. Willie) crashing by themself till tommorrow I guess… Hope you guys are enjoying yourself man.. miss you people alot… Got a movie date with someone!!! wahahaha.. catch Mr Magorium’s Wonder Emporium if I’m not mistaken. It simply was an awesome show man!!! despite me falling asleep for the first half of the movie.. whahahaha~! Asked her to accompany me to get presents for Veron Eunice Jeremy and Ian… was a tough time finding though… I mean the girls wasn’t a problem cause I know what to get for them.. It’s always the guys! It’s always hard to buy stuffs for guys…. wahahahaha~ Even though I’m a guy I still had a hard time buying them present… Maybe I’m just scared that they won’t like it and like just chucked it one side.. cause that’s what I’ll do if I don’t like it.. wahahahha~ how bad am I… But I’m pretty sure they are better than me. Half way through she couldn’t accompanyme for she had to go for dinner with her family… Left alone to shop all the way till 9.30 pm. Luckily I manage to buy for everyone.. My mission is complete man… wahahahaha~ Never ever head down to town area during festive season.. It’s freaking pack like sardines!!!!!!!! Felt awkard shopping alone… not use to it… I’m always with someone when I’m out shopping or any other stuff.. Oh wells might as well get the hang of it… wahahaha~
Guess that’s bout it for now.. tommorrow meeting up with am!!! weeeee~ CUPCAKES here I come!! after that joining Veron Cons and Rid exchange presents than head down to Boss place for Christmas Eve Dinner…. I feel funny though…. today’s blogging seem like not me.. maybe I’m just too tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even my blog bout my reservist is not up.. save it in my drafts… will continue and post it real soon… when one is too tired… they can’t think straight and start to crap and just write down short sentences… like what I’m doing now… OKAY!!!! I’m off!!!!!!!!!~
WILL BE BACK TO UPDATE MORE!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTSS!!
I really can’t believe this whole thing… Am I dreaming or it’s really happening.
It started like 2 days ago on the 25 Nov.. was just doing ma usual stuff… checking mails… chatting… watching my chinese dramas which I’ve missed, was checking ma mail when I came across this mail from tagged, didn’t know that I had an account there and there was like 35 new friend request. Can’t be bothered tho cause I’ve like too many accounts here and there… so decided to check it out just out of curiousity…. Came across I’ve had like 4 messages, was thinking who the hell would message me in here… Just clicking away reading those messages… when I click onto the forth one, It was like the shock of my life… Hmm it was a mix feelings I would say… this HOTTY message me this…..
Hey, what’s up cutie? I was browsing the site for single guys. I came
across your profile and was attracted to it. Call it woman’s intuition
or simple luck, but I’d like for us to talk a bit. I’ve had a couple
of serious relationships, but don’t carry any prior baggage. I’m very
outgoing and find it easy to make new friends. Meeting decent guys is
another matter altogether. I’m looking for someone local… you live
around here, right? I’m just visiting, so I don’t really know the
area. I’m active, loving the outdoors especially biking and camping. I
also enjoy listening to music on my iPod (I know, I’m a total sheep)
and watching movies on my HDTV. I hope you won’t be shy and that
you’ll want to contact me! Anyway, don’t reply directly to this
message… I’m borrowing this account from a friend. Sorry that.
Please use my personal e-mail instead:
Thanks!!! xoxoxo (email can’t be exposed it’s only meant for me) wahahaha…
WOW!!!!! there are still people out there thinks i’m actually cute. Not bad not bad.. I’m like flying high in the air while reading the message she sent, read it bout 4 times just in case my eyes were like playing trick on me.. Of all races she’s a caucasian, now that’s a good catch!! or did she caught me in the first place… wahahahaha… hmm yea.. still keeping in touch, This girl ain’t wasting time 2nd mail she asked me out!!!!!!!!!! wahahahaahahahaha… now I’m like Floating in the air… well if it really turns out to be true will be meeting her this weekend and I will definately enjoying myself to the max… been checking my mail every few hours nowadays just in case she replied me… Keep your fingers cross hopefully it turns out what I’m expecting… But if it didn’t turn out to what I’ve pictured in my mind, what I can say is thank you for giving me the thrill once again… I feel like I’m back on track! All this while I’ve been rather dead, doing camps after camps… caging myself at home… feel like I’m not the mojo i once use to be… Have not been dating for like 2 years now… that’s freaking damn long… even my mum asked me, ‘why nowadays you are always at home? normally you would be out partying’ oh well time have change mummy, maybe luck have not been my side…. I really miss those times where I would party and mingle aroundor even spending time with my ex. I’m happy being single… feel so free but than again everyone needs that special someone to sum up the day…. Well look forward my day will come.. ENDURE mojo ENDURE!!!!!!
Anyways was in the office earlier in the day had a meeting with boss.. I’ve decided to take up the offer… Thank you so much in believing in me and still giving me the chance to work for your company… had lots in my mind the last few months.. some of you might even said, what i said then and what i said now may seem contradicting but hey I need some where I could start with in building my career… hopefully this is where I can really build myself to be a better person……
Pictures will be up soon…. yea it’s like 6 days and pictures is still not up.. relax relax.. asked someone to do a collage for me… it’ll be an interesting one.. wahahahaha… Oh wells, need to pack my stuff having efi duties tmr till 28 and will be helping eunice out …. see you guys when I’m back…… Wait for my good news from the hot chick… wahahahahaha
CHEERRRSSSS!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOTTTTTSSSS!!!
Finally have the time to blog bout pahang trip.. kinda busy, yeah busy sleeping!! paying back what i owe during the trip.. wahahaha… and veron cant wait to read ma entry~ wahaha… ouh well here it goes~
Day 1
Met up the crew of 5 including me at the office, they were settling some stuff while i was like having ma lunch…. from there we headed off to tanjong pagar station. Upon arrival, quite a handful of innovians were like already there waiting for their other peeps to arrive. While some came with their friends, others came with their families. How touching can that be!!! I was like still unsure of the trip itself, having doubts bout going. kept thinking i don’t wanna go… just don’t feel right at that moment.. after like half an hour had past… the crowd grew bigger and bigger by than i was like, are you sure this are jc students cause they certainly don’t look like one. They look more like poly students.. wahahaha~ Remember don’t judge the book by its cover! Gathered the kids, veron did her briefing and attendance marking finalising the last total strength before pushing off… after which introducing the rest of us.. split them up into their respective groups.. gave them their last few mins to say goodbye to their parents.. let them get some foods or tidbits for the train ride for its gonna be like forever to reach… didnt had ice breaking session due to time!!! that is what i hate.. i always believe in building the re-pol with the students before we could even carry on with our stuffs…
Anyways, boarded the train settling them down. Basically they own carriage 7. OWNAGE!!!! while they were like busy having their own fun time in the train, we certainly enjoyed ours. Played a game called SPADES!!! Interesting game, me and tian yi paired up while veron and kent paired up… can see the look veron was having when she was being paired with kent, wahahaha too bad veron aka FLYING PIGGY aka AIRPORK. Played til we gave up and decided to dose off soon after. Ouh ya, ian dose off wee early. A guy who have bladder prob, always looking for the loo… nice guy i must say. Can’t really sleep for god knows why.. just felt uncomfortable… reach kuala lipis roughly bout 3.15 am the next morning! With everyone walking like zombie’s headed out for the hotel… When i caught a glismpe of the hotel i was like WTH!!! so ulu can… with all the birds flying around making hell lotsa noise… reminded me of the batman movie.. wahahahaha.. ok super random..
Once there had another briefing ur norm, rules and regulations and stuff issuing out the room keys and checking in…. Slept at bout 5.30 in the morning only to wake up at 7 am!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Use to it tho.. can’t complain~
Day 2
Woke prepared for the day… did ma thing! Thought that they would be punctual BUT they were super late.. Veron was like telling me, ‘mojo pray hard that they are on time if not i’m going to punish them and instructor will have to do double’ i was like, Haiz…. okok let’s go! And yes they were super duper late !!!! time for sum pumping and buddha claps… was fun to do some exercise since i really need it alot but freaking hell it really cramped up ma body only to ache them like hell… wahahahaha~ They for sure was like complaining, whining their hearts out.. i can prolly say that some of them were like cursing and swearing us.. haha too bad dudes and dudettes… you either take it or leave it! After which had breakfast, preparation for their first activity in kuala lipis which was CIP, orang asli settlement. Had their briefings and planning for what they are actually gonna do once they are there. Everything when smoothly i must say even tho my groups and tian yi’s group was rather dead or should i say super soft.
Made our journey there, still mingling with the group, doing ma best to break the ice and make them feel comfortable around me.. i could be irritating at times but hey, they sure do enjoy my company. Once there i really had the shocked of ma live!!!! seeing this people really makes me feel worst… imagine this.. living condition was like the worst thing ever. Kids were not dress properly, some even had ring worms and some other disease’s, what they had for their daily meals and stuff. I was like my gosh, i’ve taken advantage of what have been given to me and still expect more but on the other hand, these people are living in the worst environment and yet they are still happy with what they have and are very united…. These are the differences between well to do families and poor families… Interact with an old man who’s bout in his 50′s, he had bout 12 kids but half of his kids past away due to illness. If only things could be done…. well the way he describe his life, seems to be very simple… carefree… life anyone could imagine of having but the struggles these people when through is enough to kill people like us who is always being supported by the society. PLEASE who ever is reading this, cherish and be thankful of what you have and do not not even once complain bout the things around you for these people are contented by what is given to them.
Spent bout 2 hours there chit chatting, playing with the kids and donate couple of items to the villages there. Headed back to our hotel, the look on the students faces change maybe it’s a cultural shock for them. Not use to what they see. I hope they realise how bless they are and would at least make an effort to change. Once back, as usual had our debriefs and stuff, many raise up the issue that what they had plan before the trip had failed them, they were like saying why should we even plan when it’s gonna fail. Hey it’s always good to plan but not all plans would be a success now won’t it. It’s how you guys gonna improvised on ur situation and make it better. Sometime we must play by ear… Impromptu i must say. That’s what we instructors are use to it…. Had dinner brief them for our next day activity which was trekking what to expect, what to prepare for the trekking trip. By now my both group is more or less bonded… people start to take the initiative to talk and help out, giving ideas and so forth. GOOOOOODDDDDD!!!!!!~ Once lights off, we instructors were like busy preparing our army uniforms and stuff. We plan to trek in our uniform…. wahahahaha~ after so long back to basics man!!!!
Day 3
There we were busy wearing our army uniform and stuff.. Me and tian yi were like the first two ready to show off but was like shy to even step out from our room!!! wahahaha… shy can!!! luckily ian were there to lead us off… wahahaha… three of us walking down the corridor looking and acting cool…!!! wahahahaha, well they have a long way before army so ya must show off bits of it.. hahahaha! The students were like WAH!!!!!! army uniform!! so cool…. i was like HIGH… smilling away blushing away…. boo~ Had breakfast, did our last min prep for trekking.. It was an hour plus bus ride to the place itself. But it doesnt end there.. still need to take a jeep ride all the way in to the so call campsite. By now my both groups are like communicating well… i have like this 2 girls which i call them magnet!!!! they can never be apart from one another!!! Haiz!!!! giving me all kinds of excuses…. hahaha anyways great to have their company…. only give me the opportunity to be sarcastic to them… wahahahha. JEEP RIDE was freaking nice but darn tired. Tired of standing and banging against one another, branches hitting on us. One hell of a Bumpy Ride…… Since my group were the first one to reach there, we got a head start, we did our jungle survival skill lesson conducted by one of the ranger there… nice and pleasant guy, Mr Abdul. He sure have had a hard time speaking English or even finding the correct word to use. My group were like making fun of him already… the way he speaks.. just so not him.. wahahahahahha… He thought us the fruits and leafs which we could consume.. what type of leaf which we could use as a medical aid … thought us how to set up a trap… Last but not least how to cook rice using leafs…. how they gonna start the fire and stuff. He told ma groups that they need to cook their rice for that is the rice that they are gonna have for lunch… wahahaha~ i was already laughing ma butt off when i caught the looks of their faces…. there they were struggling to sustain the fire and there i was laughing my ass off and enjoying maself… Half way through told them that we are running out of time and we had to proceed with our lunch and there after our trekking. After lunch i decided to prep talk my group, preparing them for the worst and stuff like that giving them encouragement and stuff…. Soon after we push off.. i told them this one thing, expect the unexpected!!!! BOY i myself don’t expect the trekking to be damn difficult to handle!!! it’s like level 3 trekking… with all the slopes and cliffs that we need to climb up and down…
When were bout to reach the summit roughly bout 10 mins away… veron decided to call off and start to make our way back due to bad weather coming our way… trekking up is alot easier than trekking down… everyone got stuck at the 7 m cliff… what’s more i roughly have bout 20 girls in my group.. worrying bout their safety and stuff… Only manage to clear 3 down the cliff when night falls… darn freaking dark reminded me when i was doing my army training in brunei … HELL have you ever trek for like 14 hours before???? Well we did just that started off at bout 2.30 only to reach back at 4.30 am!! due to the darkness and slippery slopes due to rain… tian yi’s group made their way back at bout 12 midnight.. but that doesn’t stop them from sleeping and having their dinner, worried bout my group members they decided to stay up and help out as well… not only am i super impress… everyone was…!!!! GD job INNOVIANS!!! that’s the spirit…. One thing for sure the trekking trip really bonded everyone a whole lot more… it was certainly a memorable experience for the students as well as the instructors…!!!!
Day 4
Packed up…. prepared to move on for our last activity… the highlight of all activity, WHITE WATER RAFTING!!!! cool huh… slurps!!! As usual the first group to head off… By than in the bus everyone was-dozing off… pretty tired from our memorable trekking experience!!!!! Manage to take a couple of snapshots of them sleeping… wahahahaha… that’s just me!!! Had lunch before our activity, or rather they had lunch while me and Veron plus one of the teacher Mr Lim tag along with us to test run the process before they could start out. It was damn NICE!!!! FREAKING NICE…. Once back the activity itself broke down into 3 parts… they went through river crossing… capsize drill and last but not least the journey til the other side of the river….. joined in the fun with them… pretty damn nice to be part of the group …. felt great! Everyone was like why was the activity short… can it be longer… well, i hope so too but the next slot was for the other 2 groups… but sad enough the other 2 groups didnt get a chance for their bus broke down and they were stranded for like 4 hours…. felt sorry for them.
Finally headed back to the hotel, they had like 3 hours to play around with before dinner.. told them to do the necessary stuff like preparing for their campfire performance… how they gonna manage is up to them.. Leaders were seen.. taking the initiative to lead and giving their own instructions on what time to meet up and stuff…. It’s good to see them working well with one another … must be the trekking which made the group bonded even stronger…. was down overseeing their preparation, didn’t even interfere with their prep… was just lazing around listening to my music and just relaxing. Once the rest was back, given extra time had their debrief with Veron. Touching on the trekking and white water rafting… Dinner was a blast had steamboat!!!!!!!!! the tom yam was super duper amazing.. first seeing me drinking it more than i normally did.. wahahaha~
And yes!!!!! C.A.M.P.F.I.R.E…… Well, it was an indoor campfire for it was raining. no choice!!! gotta make do with the conference hall… well with carpeted flooring… with air conditioned who won’t enjoy!!!! hahahaha~ I certainly did.. It was fun, entertaining them luckily i got tian yi who was like insane!!! wahahaha… at least i have someone whom i can make fun off cause that’s what i’m good at!!!!! Didn’t really know what performance my 2 groups have install… i was really surprised and touched!!!! they really melt my heart… they really did touch my heart… I’m truly grateful to them for putting up such an incredible performance.. group 2 perform a poem cum acting skit while group 1 perform a hakka dance followed by a skit… freaking awesome people!!!! job well done!!!! the whole campfire was superb!!!!! i really enjoyed myself… I’m sure you guys did too…
Without delaying time… after campfire, everyone got their belongings down prepared to checked out…. was rather rushing lah… if only we had the night to spend there and have more time for my debrief with the groups that will surely make a lot of difference….. Anyways did my debriefing at the train station while waiting for the train.. everyone said their last goodbye to the host-and our guides there.. Boarded up and here we come HOME SWEET HOME….. Upon arrival, my magnet approached me.. one of them, hasyima was like telling me that she had something to say but just afraid that i might be angry at her… i told just say what you need to.. don’t be afraid, if you are afraid you won’t even think bout coming up to me… than she said… actually i’m not hasyima, pointing to another girl this is hasyima i’m farhanah. GOSH!!!!! wahahahahaha… you cheat my feeling!!!! played me out during our trip.. haiz, ouh well at least she told me… thank you my dear girl for telling me…. Soon after we parted our own ways from woodlands checkpoint.. headed home with a few of my group members who were staying around my area…..
This is my first ever camp which was SUCH AN EYE CATCHING MEMORABLE KNOWLEDGEABLE CAMP i have ever done… i would like to extend my deepest appreciation to veron for letting me do this camp… to the host, bob and family esp zuriel and gabriel!!! missed the 2 of you guys so darn much… to the instructors, ian , kent , tian yi , without you guys this camp will not be as happening as it is…. to the rangers for guiding us during our memorable trekking…
LAST BUT not least to my 2 groups and they are from group 1, nurhaffizah, nursyafiqah, nur ayuni, eyin, yen ling, nadiah @ penyu, naseha, nur’atiqah @ atiq, daryl, muhd azhar, raj kumar, syed ahmad, jia jun, muzhaffar, willy, moses, ivan and from group 2, twenly, siti aisyah, siti norlela, zi ying, xin ying, nur khairin aka leher tuck in, halimatus aka TKGS girl, marissa, siti sarah aka magnet 1, nur hasyimah(siti farhanah) aka magnet 2, clive, khalil, jun hao, reagen, nasrulhaq aka haq, andy and hairul hafeez…….
Without you guys… this camp will never be a success.. thank you so much for taking this journey with me. you guys are simply awesome. Seriously you guys left a deep scar in me….. it’s been like 3 days after the camp… and here i am still thinking bout the trip.. the times we when through together… the fun , the pain, the suffering, the enjoyable moments we had with one another was truly amazing.. if you guys asked me what is the one thing i could turn back, i would say it’s the time… go back to where it all started if i can only make it even better for you guys… i’ve learn alot from you guys… i hope you guys learn alot from this trip itself.. make full use of it ya people!!!! i believe in you guys, you guys can make a difference!!!! it’s how you guys believe in yourself and to put in effort to do so. i’m sorry if i’ve said words would hurt you people ya!!!! peace….
Anyways this is my 2 groups i’ve been looking after for the trip. group 1 called them self thunder while group 2 called them self storm… please never named your groups such names in future…. throughout our trip t’s been raining everyday!!!!wahahahahahaha!!! it’s like asking for it you know!!!!! I truly miss you guys to the max!!!no words can really describe how im feeling right now… shit!! EMO ing~ wahahahahahaha….. hope i would bum into you guys around ya!!!! i really appreciate the things you guys did for-your group and for me… really learn alot from you guys……
First time i blog damn freaking long… well photos will be up soon i guess!!! stay tuned for the pics ya dudes and dudettes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CHEERSS~
Did nuthing much today just ma normal routine.. went for ma friday prayers which any muslim wld do unless ya lazy… wahahaha~ headed down straight to the hospital after dat.. well her condition sumhow stabilise for the time being… able to tok tho.. that’s good~ well it’s funny tho when sumone who is dear to u falls sick and u start to reminisce the times u had with them and how u should actually been there for them more… well nobody’s perfect~
Tmr tmr tmr tmr is a long long long long day for me… celebrating ‘GF’ birthday too.. wahahahaha…..
TAURUS –
The Tramp Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what they want.
Extremely outgoing.
Loves to help people in times of need.
Good kisser.
Good personality.
Stubborn.
A caring person.
One of a kind.
Not one to mess with.
Are the most attractive people on earth!!!! (cummon people!!! i am atttractive!!!!)
wOw~ how exact can it be… wahahahaha~
RAHHHHHHHHH………
OUH GosH~ what a day i had….. started it off pretty badly man, was at bukit panjang plaza chilling out at the mac while waiting for roger to pick us up head up for our half day event at RGS….. what i least expected came ma way… i slip and fell onto the slippery road which was painted over… DARN!!!!! lesson no. one never once acknowledge someones fall for it might just happen to you when u really least expect it… i was like supper extreme cautious while heading ma way to roger’s car when i just slip and fall slow motion… for it was like a slope down, it drag me causing me to bruise ma left elbow pretty bad… normally if u were to fall, u’ll haf like juz one cut right? instead i had like multiple cuts CAN!!!! after like so many donkey years finally i had one of the worst bruise in town.. it’s pretty darn sucky i would say… after that fall, i felt diff.. TOTALLY!!! i just dunno wat came over me.. ma mind was like driftin n driftin faraway….
Headed down to RGS, slacking in sch while waiting for the rest to arrive, as per normal the briefin we would haf before we start off the day…. ma grp were mainly made up of the sports and performin arts department… funny thinkin that this two departments shld haf the chemistry to work well but sum how our rather they weren’t wat i really expected… wat i can say is the grp was rather down after the scoldin by the tchrs bout them not focusing as a grp instead they were to engross bout winning the race itself… the rest of the day is rather history…. SEriously i was not doing ma part as a facilitator… didnt did much.. wasn’t there for the grp… im sorry my gals…. was not really maself today, i noe how bad i fair for todays event. thousands of apologies~ it was fair enuf to receive a few negative feedback from the gals itself judgin by ma performance today…. well u gals really did well at the end of the race~ it was rather an enrichin event for them as well as for maself… paying it forward!!! it’s bout how can u contribute to the society…. how could u sum how improve on the current situation that the society is facing… n most importantly wake up from ur own dream world n start to look at the bigger picture!!!!! REALITY!!!!!!!!… peaople tend to talk so much on how they could improve on their lives n even condemn others on how badthey are.. but haf u ever thought how well did u fair for the society and most importantly to urself!!!!! wat is so big a deal that u’ve done that others deserve ur criticism.. well…. dats just my opinion~ it may be wrong n it may be right… diff ppl haf diff point of views…
PAYING IT FORWARD… what our forefathers haf fought so hard to this very day…. what they believe in the future for their future generation to cum.. what haf i done so far.. how do i fare by helping out in the society… one thing for sure im an instructor~ dealing with kids nurturing them… playing and enjoying with them is what i love to do… i’ve been thru lotsa camps when i was young…. being inspired by my instructors back in those days.. this is wat i wanna be… guiding kids to the riight path.. tching them new things … glet them explore outdoor… getting them in touch with skills which they dun noe really exist in them…. i love the kinda job im doing… kids is always n haf always been ma kinda thing… i really hope all those who had been under my care haf learn at least one or two or even change for the better… hmmm… thinking back reflecting on wat ive done for the society is this… i really hope i haf done ma part… n wish to do more… this kids that i or rather we are dealing with is the future of the society… so pls to all instructors out there… do ur part by guiding them to the right path instead of endless fun….
After camp, had plans to meet up with the other instructor to celebrate val’s bday~ butttt instead of heading straight to mit up with the rest… dee n maself decided to chill out take our own sweet time.. CUZ instructors will always be instructors.. i maself haf experience it a couple of time.. one thing for sure wen all of the instructors unite.. they can nv decide of a place where they wanna settle for.. it’s always changing n always unsure where they wanna head too…. true enuf it happen.. change the venue like 3 times til they really decide on where they wanna actually celebrate vals bday… the evening was great tho… i really enjoyed maself.. as usuaul camwhoring… making hell lot of noise… thats wat we are good at wahahaha… it really do remind me of the old times … where the previous batch of instructors often held gatherings be it bday parties.. k box session… chillin out session or watever it is.. we really do had a great chemistry going on… i really really do miss all of u guys!!!!!wen will we get the chance to hang out once more….
welll…. thats all for this episode~ stay tune… coming up next!!!!
BITS and PIECES…..
CHEERSSSS!!!!!
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!~
Really simply don’t believe what i’m doing now… I’m BLOGGING!!!! bahahaha….
Don’t believe in such stuff for what’s there to blog bout ma life? i mean you blog bout ur daily routines or maybe some personal stuff and like you’re showing it to the world out there…. bahahaha~ BUT BUT BUT…. curiousity strikes the cat!! WOOTS~ Suddenly i have this urge in me to try out blogging been darn curious bout it and don’t wanna be label a BLOG NOOB…. that’s one thing for sure…
Ouh wells, currently i’m in camp right now, supposingly to be werking ma arse off but am here exploring the world of blogging …. bahahahahaha!!!! ouh pls don’t save me from the blabbering that anyone of the instructors or trainers were to find out bout ma blog and actually nknow that im blogging in camp. bahahaahhaahha~ ouh Lord have mercy on their SOULS!!!! ALritey ALrito….. i’ve gotta get ma arse out from the office and prepare for campfire… WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!
